Mine's doing okay. It could've been way better, but so far I have no valid complaints. As a matter of fact, I do have a lot of things that I am thankful for. On the top of my list is the word 'friends'.
Growing up, I was that weird insecure guy who never really had a real friend. Maybe because I was physically & emotionally bullied & no one really wanted to hang out with a loser all the time. There might have been an acquaintance or two, but it was probably my fault I never get to open up to them due to trust issues. Bless their hearts for trying though.
There were a few people, however, who have made into my circle but got out after a few years. I can say it was due to a series of unfortunate events, but thank goodness death isn't one of them. Nevertheless, it was unfortunate.
I don't want to get into details; it was bad enough to lose them, yet alone talk about what happened. There were a few mistakes committed by both parties, but at the end of the day, having to end friendships is nobody's fault & liking.
I'm writing this post now because I wanted to let these people know that, regardless of how we ended up, they will forever be in my thoughts. The good thing about moving on without them is that, even through bad things in the past, I only think of awesome memories shared & the lessons learned. Some people are worth letting go of, even when they are as important as who are worth keeping. It's not that you don't love them enough because, kids, I taught you how important it is to love everyone, but it's cause you got to love yourself more.
Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more
This is my beautiful goodbye, This is for you, friend.
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